I'm currently addicted to U-KISS's Without You!

I can finally blog properly, come online without feeling tired and catch up with all my shows! All thanks to half-day! Since I feel like I have plenty of time (and while waiting for my shows to load and my Treasure Madness HP to replenish), here's Kpop (as usual!)

Taeyang's birthday is coming and I'm telling him that I love Wedding Dress! Haha! I also wanna tell him "I want to play Wedding Dress at our wedding!" But I can't use 'our' because I don't wanna marry Taeyang. Not that I don't like him, but not to the extent of marrying him. Taeyang's my second favourite in Big Bang. Of course Jiyong's first, and he's irreplaceable. Now I feel like I have to choose between Jiyong and Jonghyun. It's really difficult! So now I shall recall the moments I lost senses because of Jiyong. And I'll find some other time for Jonghyun's turn.

In terms of singing, Jonghyun obviously wins. His voice is totally mesmerising. Jiyong's voice is not really suitable for singing slow songs like ballads, or even R&B songs. Afterall, he's great at rapping. But his rapping is really nice to hear! Although TOP may be a more powerful rapper, but Jiyong's rapping style is more unique. At first I was addicted to Sunset Glow and Haru Haru, and I especially love Haru Haru MV because Jiyong's the main lead, and also because he was so sweet together with the girl! How I wish I was the girl in the MV (though it's sad that she died)

Here you go, some of my favourite moments in the MV. I think I rewatched this MV the most out of all Big Bang MVs. The best part is, he composed the song, that's why it's so nice!



I wanna take a picture like that too! That girl's so lucky, she has Jiyong's arms around her! :(







This is my favourite part, where Jiyong surprises her by opening his hands where he hides 2 rings on his palm. Then they wear the rings and stretch out their hands (like what you see above). How sweet!

My favourite part of the song is not the verses or chorus, but the intro and the ending part where Jiyong says:
Sunset Glow is totally different. It is a happy song, with a not so nice MV because there's very very little screen time of Jiyong :( So I normally watch their performances instead. I loved how he sang one particular part. His voice is so cute and his actions too! I think I watched their performance so many times that I will dance the chorus in my head everytime i hear the song.

This Love! Completely GD madness. The MV is nice too!



I like his reaction when the dog barked at him! Haha so cute!



And when he calls out for the girl. Look at his eyes..omg I want to be the girl again lol.



This is random, but I was really attracted to his ring! I remember mentioning this to Vanessa a million times haha!

I'll just fast forward to when his 1st solo album was released. I waited so long for it! I was totally shocked when I saw him with blonde hair for the first time. Just not used to it. Honestly, I didn't like it at first. His album photos were weird too. I was kinda worried that I wouldn't like his album! But when Heartbreaker was released, I thought it was quite good. His voice suits the song! Then came Breathe and A Boy etc..The only thing I disliked was the intimate parts in Breathe. So irritating! In the meantime, I grew more and more fond of Jiyong with his blonde hair. Until one day, a disaster happened.

LOOK! I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw his hair. More like I didn't want to believe that it was Jiyong I was looking at.



He's always experimenting with weird stuff and scaring us like this. Since then, I just hoped that his hair will be back to normal asap. Then, he really changed his hairstyle rather soon.



Thank God. It was so much better than the curly one!

Then came the best image and outfit of the year! In Koe Wo Kikasete! I went crazy over the MV and all the photos!



I wish he was calling me! HAHA :D



THIS IS MY FAVOURITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





This was my mp3 wallpaper for quite a long time. He really looks good with this image! Oh and he's really cute when he speaks Jap!

I'll end here for the time being. All my shows have loaded but I haven't got the chance to watch yet!

Oh by the way, all the headings (just scream my name, it's time to shine etc..) on my blog are lyrics from Big Bang songs. Haha I'm crazy.

AHHHH IM SCREAMING AND IM FREAKING HAPPY COS JGS CHOSE LEE MIN JUNG OVER KOPI!!! YAY HE MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE! I WAS SO AFRAID HE WOULD CHOOSE PSH! PHEW. IM SO RELIEVED NOW :D

AHHH JGS CHOSE LEE MIN JUNG! im so happy idk why! i should be feeling jealous no matter who he chooses but im happy he chose lee min jung! she's really an ideal girl :D i love her lol! i have the same taste as JGS HAHA!

WHY MUST SHINee COME TO SINGAPORE AGAIN! THEY CANT DO THIS TO ME! MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT ALL AT ONCE. IT WAS JUST A WEEK AGO AND IM STILL TRYING TO GET OVER IT, BUT NOW IM BACK TO HOW I WAS LAST WEEK. AHHHHHHH!
i feel so helpless now. i can't do anything but hope for the best.

Today's a horrible day. I feel so cheated again, because i didn't know there was gonna be fansign after the concert. but i may not be lucky enough to make it to the 25min limit. i really think jonghyun's unhappy with his stay here. i just wished he was tired instead of being pissed off. i wanna watch ep 3 of Hello Baby but the subs are not up yet :( i can't help but feel even more upset. oh well, tmr's finally friday and im looking forward to the weekends cos its gonna be fun! and when im busy, i'll think about SHINee less, which is a good thing.

ok, maybe 1 ep of Smile You for now. im totally lagging behind!

oh and just 1 pic of jonghyun :D



sorry im greedy, so here's another one.

since the moment i left Lot 1 on sunday, i feel like im incapable of feeling happy anymore. i could just cry any moment if i didnt try to control myself. even at work, i find myself in a daze, thinking about SHINee at esplanade (which is freaking near my office, making it even worse for me). ytd and today on the way home, i passed by esplanade. but when i look to see if there were fans arnd, there were hardly anyone there. maybe the fans were all inside esplanade.
when they were in korea, i couldn't see them. now that they are so close to me, i still can't see them. this is so heartbreaking. and then i wished that SHINee didnt even come to singapore in the first place. before they came, i was contented to be able to see SHINee through my comp. although i often wish that SHINee would come to singapore, but there wasn't that kind of yearning and longing that i have now that i missed the opportunity to see them. now, 1000 lucky cheaters got to see them right in front of them and heard their voice live and got their autographs. but i don't get a thing. so i try to console myself with the image of jonghyun's smile at the airport, but it doesn't really help because im simply too upset. i didn't know that i like jonghyun so much to be feeling so terrible now. i wish things returned to how it was before 29 jan. i'd rather see jonghyun's smile in pictures if i know this was gonna be a false hope. now im having second thoughts about wanting to see jiyong (unless there's an official ticket that guarentees that i will definitely be able to see him).

i planned to watch non SHINee related stuff so that i can forget about SHINee for the time being. but i can't resist. i watched the first 2 episodes of Hello Baby. omg the baby really really looks like minho! thats freaky! but im quite irritated with minho cos the baby loves him. so irritating! how can he not like my dear jonghyun! but jonghyun's really cute when the sticks out his tongue and does the melong thing. i can't rmb how many times i REPLAYed that part because he's just so cute.

im back to listening to older SHINee songs like LLO, AMIGO and REPLAY because they are just the best! still got In My Room and Last Gift. i think it's time to recreate a new playlist in my mp3, although i just did so 2 weeks ago.
i still like Wedding Dress, Naman Barabwa, Mr, Fallin U, Man Man Ha Ni (it really gets nicer the more i listen to it!). i haven't been listening much to Smile and Vis A Vis because of the SHINee spam, but i still like those 2 songs! when i think of jiyong, i'll switch to Breathe, This Love, Heartbreaker, his version of Naman Barabwa. but i realise i don't have much time to listen to songs nowadays because the only time is on the bus and occasionally during lunch if i da bao food to eat in the office.

i missed Big Bang's Big Show because of SHINee. and i missed SHINee anyway..